Me too. After first finishing the dvds, I turned to fandom in the hopes that it would provide me with something to fill up the void of lost potential. Seemed to me that if there was ever a foundation for a good fandom this show would be it. Alas, not only was the fandom long dead when I found it, but what was there didn’t live up to my expectations of fandom creativity and talent. What everyone else got from the show wasn’t what I was getting either, and most disappointing was the dominance of the Max/Alec ship which I did not see at all :( *sigh*